Love and pain

I don't understand,
I really don't.
But maybe,
Love just can't be rationalized.

It hurts,
It heals,
It gives,
It takes.

I can't lose him,
Who is so intimately entwined in my heart.
But why Lord,
Does it hurt so much?

The pain when I left him,
The forgiveness I found when I went back.
The hurts I perceived,
The warmth I received from him.

I believe he is mine,
But no one else do.
Why Lord,
That my parents don't understand?

I am fighting with myself,
Not with anyone,
I am determined to fight for this till the end,
Through thick and thin I'll stick it through.

I still believe in the light at the end of the tunnel,
The beautiful summer day.
I really can't live without him,
Knowing that we both are of the same heart.