How to put my feelings on paper?

How to put my feelings on paper?

Too much emotions swirling in my head

Until I can't discern

How i long for your return

So i can tell you my burdens Piling

Help me to unload them one by one..

Tried to sort through my memory

I know I know

Every blessing I received from God.

My intellect tells me

I should give thanks

But my heart feels empty

I don't know why

All I feel is a blank

That needs an answer.