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"He managed to say it with so much conviction.
I believe it is true."


Telling myself it doesn't matter,
Yeah, right,
In a few years time, maybe.
When I look back at this period of my life,
I'll probably laugh and say how naive I was.
Look at myself in the mirror and mock myself,
Haha, you were once a kid too.

But now is not a few years later,
It is now.
Embarrassed myself more than once,
With my less-than-controllable emotions.
Volatile like the sea during a storm,
Hurt and get hurt easily.
All I want to do now is cry,
Over myself.
I have grieved me,
And I have grieved over me.

I..,
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