Random

Feeling a little complicated today... Its hard to separate what I am feeling right now... Its like a swirling mesh of gray with a couple of blue specks... I am not particularly moody, but I feel kinda choked up.. Like something is going to happen, not a good feeling....

How do I say... its hard for me to illustrate clearly what this emotion is, I am sure theres only one... a combination of a few opposing feelings to form up this... Math is not right in this case. If being happy and depressed are at opposing ends of the scale, i am definitely not feeling neutral.

:/

Either way, finals are coming.. And I am not exactly prepared for it. Oh well, I dont wanna study, but I dont know what to do either.. Absolutely frustrating.