Past

Everything changed
No longer the torment
No longer the pain

Everyone changed
No longer the fear
No longer the silence

Everywhere changed
No longer the familar
No longer the reminiscing

Everyday changed
No longer the cold
No longer the shivering

But
I still miss the old times,
Where warmth is precious.
When
I still bathing in its embrace
Where everything seemed real.
That
I still know how to treasure
Where there was none.
So
I still aware that I am important
Where friends are far and few.

The times are gone,
Far, far away.
I threw it away
Gladly
With my own hands.
Flung hard.
Into an unknown land.

Yet I know,
In some part of my heart,
It still hurts
Silently bleeding,
Drops, drops of scarlet liquid
Slipping into
Nothingness...

If you,
My intended,
read this......
please,
Remember
And
Forgive Me.