Unfufilled

Knowing that he is just in front of you,

Yet

unable to reach out and touch his face.

Knowing that he is just in front of you,

Yet

unable to reach out and hold his hand.

Knowing that he is just in front of you,

Yet

unable to reach out and stall his footsteps.

Knowing he is just in front of you,

Yet

unable to reach out and feel his warmth.

Denial

Broken heart caused by

Selfless love or

Selfish love ?

Building a

glass wall

around my heart,

to prevent what ?

Thinking too much

to deceive myself ?

Drawing myself back,

before I am rejected ?