Self Denial

Right in front of me,

Untouchable.

I can't take my eyes off,

Its just too cruel.

Knowing what but feeling that,

Are two things that will never overlap.

So real,

I can almost deceive myself.

A little closer,

Maybe it'll come true.

But how,

Since my identity is not that.

And why,

Must it be it?

Haven't fell,

Into the illusion.

Can feel,

The trap's closing in.

One day,

It'll collapse into itself.

Maybe,

Then I'll see myself.