What is this piercing pain,
When I can't see your face?

When did I surrender my heart to you,
That I feel I can't live without you?

What is this strange loss,
When your face is turned away?

When did you took away everything I had,
That you became that part of me?

What is this sudden urge to cry,
When you don't reply my texts?

When did you became my mood changer,
That I had to pretend I'm ok?

What is this silent hope,
When I walked beside you?

When did you fill me even when you don't know me,
That I didn't want you to?

Please just give me an answer, for I don't know who I am anymore.

Its been a while,
Since the last time I saw your face.
I've heard news about you,
And it seems the same.

I dreamt about you
In a hazy way.
I thought you might be around,
Playing that silent game.

Its been a while,
Since the last time I've fallen in love.
Its a fearful drop,
Into the wary place.

I'm not sure where this leads,
And I'm dreading it.
Because you seems to be there,
Yet not there all the same.

My heart throbs occasionally,
Even when you are far away.
I am unsure,
Yet feeling clear-headed.

Maybe I am fighting it,
Because its like a one way street.
Lonely and scared,
Till all wits seems to fade.

I can't help but speak,
Shyly to you.
As I see you,
My heart starts to speak.

"He's the one!
Go for it."
Yet I still fear,
With all logic.

I am pretty sure you wouldn't read this
The one this is intended for.
But I guess its okay,
That you can't see my heart.