Its been a while since I've last heard from you.
Its not like I don't see you anymore.
Its more like you haven't talk to me as much.
Its painful.

I guess it was partly my fault.
Making you force your hand.
Just to make myself feel better.
So I could let you go.

I don't know why it hurts exceptionally bad today.
But maybe 'cuz today's your day.
I don't want to let go.
But it wasn't totally up to me.

I don't feel our interactions are forced.
But I guess I don't feel connected.
Maybe I've thought too much previously.
Added emotions to things that weren't there.

I still check my phone often.
For signs of you.
I'm not sure.
I want you to know this.